enwrapped in the arms of comfort

"LOVE is patient.
LOVE is kind.
It does not envy.
It does not boast.
It is not proud.
It is not rude.
It is not self- seeking.
It is not easily angered.
It keeps no record of wrong."

Sometimes we are placed with things that we think we cannot handle,
yet even the strongest and most powerful burdens on one's soul can be handled
by a human....
and..
Sometimes we are surprised by things that we did not expect.
Although at times it seems as though we cant handle life and its twists
and turns.... an opportunity and hope seems to fall from the sky...
at the times when you dont know but need the help the most...

the world always seemed to be veiled by a dark cloak,
impenetrable by light, and asphyxiating even with the deepest of breaths.
you think that no one will realize the true darkness that exists
within that tough, or happy-go-lucky exterior.
You put up these walls of strength or smile at everything,
to not show the true pain that haunts every turn and every breath.
the darkness seems to weigh you down.
it seems to control you.
it seems to want to take over.
until that one day... when you realize to plainly lift the veil and look
at the world without that gray and hazy medium...

but the courage, wisdom, and a helping hand comes from another...
one who saw everything you didnt see...
one who sees all the wonders your soul has...
takes your hand..and lifts the veil..
that magnificent light, the overwhelming senses of truth..
might seem to be too good to be true and hard to take in...
but that helping hand is always there... to say...
that its fine and that its all deserved...

ever find a phone call, a text message or even a post it mean the world?
youd think that trivial and technological nonsense wouldnt mean so much,
but the words, the meanings..and the person it comes from...
means the world...

waking up next to the person you truly and deeply care about is a statement
that most married couples or couples who are truly inlove usually say..
and there are only a handful of lucky people who have found this statement true.
even though at times they might curse you out while your waking them up,
or they look into your eyes and smile...
and even sometimes..kiss you on the neck to wake you....
but feelings like these are unconditional...
and i cant try and create a situation to properly suit these feelings..
its one of those... things you just feel in your gut and have no proper way of elaborating.


your smile is infectious.
your embrace is comforting.
your grasp is melodic.
and your eyes are soothing.
even when walking through the streets of nyc..
hundreds of people might be around us..
but all i see is you.

at times i stare into your eyes and wonder
about hope. possibilities. and luck.
and its your hold on me...that makes me realize
its ALL REAL.

to my one and only.
<3.1415
10.01.08

supporting evil?!!? proposition H8.....

so we have a new president... (claps....)
good to know that we have equality....
dont we???
of course we do... all we need to do is grow up
and have a marriage..between a man and a woman..
have a house with a white picket fence ..and 2.5 kids....


when did this notion become so instilled into the psyche of society
that we wont give everyone the chance to have a family,
and the chance to love.
somehow there is a notion out there..where bigotry and religious convictions
are more important than openmindedness and self consciousness..
which leads to vilifying gay people.
who said that love was supposed to be between a man and a woman..??

so shouldnt that mean..that a mother should not love her daughter??
and a father should not love his son??
because if we are limiting love to the opposite gender then why do we not go to the extreme (as some people are doing to gay people)
consider this same sex love between family wrong?!?!?
love is love...shouldnt that mean the genders and ages shouldnt matter??


what is so wrong if a man loves a man or a woman loves another woman?!?
does that offend someone somehow??
youre not in their relationships... youre not being "recruited" to being gay...
and if youre a third party who does not know what it feels to be truly inlove and marry
that special someone...then you should support gay marriage because if these gay men and women have found their special someones..then why hold them back from true paradise.
if youre straight and see gay people holding hands... should you cringe just because
its not supposed to happen that way?!?!
well arent you just wrong and shouldnt be given a brain..
love is love...man and man...woman and woman...


being married and given that chance to find someone.
and try and live their lives happily together as both shall live...
is something the gay community wants to have a chance to do..
and how dare people out there..try to take it away...
there might be negative preconceptions of infidelity amongst the gay community,
but somehow we all like to look at the negatives and not praise the positives.
some of these men and woman who are getting married...
have been together for longer than most heterosexual marriages.

heterosexual marriages are taken advantage of because
they have the right to marry whom ever they want...
so if again we look at the extreme side of beliefs... then shouldnt divorce
still be illegal..and if you made the choice to marry that person..
and they cheat on you...or does not make you the happiest person on earth..
tough shit... take it through thick and thin...and dont give up and divorce..


yea alot of things are surrounded that if gay people
get the right to marry, then they would want the right to divorce.
yea..its called equality...we all make mistakes, even if it is saying that
a marriage is a mistake...but you just need to give all the people a chance
to fall inlove and find the right person to spend their lives with.

love is love.

(illl add more to this soon)